The fact that it hurts. It hurts to grow up.
As y'all grow upwardly y'all encounter people change. You witness their transformation.
Priorities change. Feelings deteriorate. Ages accumulate.
You encounter the ones y'all intend y'all know best grow into ones y'all experience rattling distanced with.
And only how lonely y'all experience when all of your people are around.
Because y'all experience that they're strangers.
They only are non the ones y'all knew.
And people tell it is normal. That is a fucking role of growing upwardly stages.
But what if i am non okay alongside it?
Do i accept to a greater extent than or less other option? Could i accept opted for anything else?
And equally y'all grow stronger too accomplish to a greater extent than things inwards life
You await your loved ones to back upwardly too last at that topographic point to relish life alongside you.
But that is never the ultimate response.
People larn jealous. And jealousy turns them into sharp-edged knives.
They would kill to encounter y'all fall. And i am talking nearly your loved ones.
Yes.
And your trust towards people only larn thinner, too thinner, too thinner too disappear.
And all of a abrupt the basis is a bad house for you.
You are scared of getting hurt. Because y'all realize everything is non what it seems.
And y'all experience similar y'all lost your senses. You tin non order if somebody is bad or good.
And too hence y'all gear upwardly barriers. So no i tin enter.
And it is non yet over.
At nights when y'all facial expression upwardly to the ceiling, trying to sleep.
You initiatory of all to query why people maintain on betraying you.
Why people maintain on turning into something they promised they volition never be.
Why this give off to everyone y'all gave your trust to.
And it all circles into i answer.
Could it last y'all that is wrong? Could it last y'all are non proficient enough?
And the blaming continues. Then y'all lost trust to yourself.
Then y'all initiatory of all hating you.
Then y'all initiatory of all questioning if dearest genuinely exists.
Will somebody dearest y'all the agency y'all are?
Will they wound y'all someday?
Can y'all yet telephone telephone people best friends, friends, or lover?
You only create non intend hence anymore. And it hurts.
And people blame y'all for playing hard-to-catch.
Sorry for spamming. But i only intend people accept to realize what is going on.
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